i just need to be around her..
Wish i had wings to fly to you
or a way to crawl upto you and curl you up in my arms
*prayers*

she gave more than she ever got. Maybe He created her just for giving and not getting.
Karam keye ja..

she gave more than she ever got. Maybe He created her just for giving and not getting.
Karam keye ja..

I need to listen to your heartbeat...its the only music that can calm me..its magical..it heals..

and now I am fucking going back to the fucking place with fucking people and fucking stupid mess with rotis made of plastic and the fucking washroom with cold water and stinky smells!! GOD I just hate the whole bhawalpur now i want to blow whole of it :@:@ the stupid MLR with the seniors commenting "ghari tou bari achi pehni hai" "mera inn pe dil agaya hai" "kabhi tou baat krlia kro" "be my valentine"*with a stick holding in his fucking dirty disgusting hands I wish they get disabld with every kind of syndrome I have just studied :@ if i could I would inject all these bastards with something that won't kill them but paralyse them completely!!! FUCK life arrrghh!!!

updates!

I am so much busy nowadays it aint even funny! just had my biochem internal assessment now have a s.stage and then STAGE with viva and 60 marks spotting! then biochem presentation physio grand test and 100 marks viva then soon I am going to get the histology presentation! I feel like I will lose my mind in the near future! College sucks as always! I miss home and I miss being me I just feel totally weird and cranky most of the time! my roommate is so dirty and lazy I have to do all the work too! I hate the guys of my class they are so cheap and chichore!! I hate anatomy department so much I want to blow it off! I am on the hitlist of my class nerds cuz I got highest marx without studying as much as they do people hate me and are very jealous! the people are so mean uper se kuch ander se kuch I hate them too :P I just love my cats and aina and tim! God I am so random....later!

I want to see you smile; I'll show you how to laugh again; show me how to laugh again; I've gotta see that smile; I know that we can find a way; to make the world find a place today.

And I feel just feel like the sunflower; as you wipe away the happy hours; I want to bow to feel the sunshine; on my shoulders.

leigh nash-I have got to see you smile

the weepies-lighting candles

Trying not to hope too hard
For what I want
Trying not to go too far
With all the dreaming

All the disappointment
So hard to handle
I am still in the dark
Lighting candles

Late at night I Lie awake
Think I should go
Catch a train to stranger towns
Where no one knows me

postsecret

carolina liar-show me what I am looking for

wait, i'm wrong
should've done better than this
please, i'll be strong
i'm finding it hard to resist

so show me what i'm looking for

save me, i'm lost
oh lord i've been waiting for you
i'll pay any cost
save me from being confused
show me what i'm looking for
show me what i'm looking for
oh lord

don't let go
i've wanted this far too long
mistakes become regrets
i've learned to love abuse
please show me what i'm looking for

save me, im lost
oh lord i've been waiting for you
i'll pay any cost
save me from being confused
show me what i'm looking for
show me what i'm looking for
oh lord

show me what i'm looking for
show me what i'm looking for
show me what i'm looking for

save me, im lost
oh lord i've been waiting for you
i'll pay any cost
to save me from being confused
wait, i'm wrong
i can't do better than this
i'll pay any cost
save me from being confused

show me what i'm looking for
show me what i'm looking for
show me what i'm looking for
show me what i'm looking for
oh lord


ps I am sorry for not visiting your blogs and commenting just too much preoccupied and just weird