mein ne uski parastish ki jise khuda ban-na na aya...

I had it I am done with it now..

blow away the pain...

I am a mess without you

Exploding Dog 2008

Changes-3 doors down

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything
But I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted
And nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now
But there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to
And the pain inside is making me numb
Try to hold this under control,
You can't help me, cause no one knows


Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

Feelin' weak and weary
Walkin' through the world alone
Everything they say every word of it
Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed)
I've got something to say
But now I've got nowhere to turn
It feels like I've been buried
Underneath all the weight of the world
I try to hold this under control,
They can't help me, cause no one knows


Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

I'm blind and shakin', bound and breakin'
I hope I'll make it, through all these changes


maybe it says something..i feel like a stranger under my own skin..like a third person watching it all go round and round spinning around me..
feel the edge of it..the enemy inside you
maybe you can't see it maybe my sins have blocked it all out
it hurts but it feels good
that's the only thing right now it hurts and it's right...*laughs*

EID MUBARIK
addition of picture on order of aina :P

love postsecrets!! :) it says it all :)

it looks that easy but it really isnt it nearly broke my neck :P

The Zahir-our true friends are those who are with us when good things happen.They cheer us on and are pleased by our triumphs.False friends only appear at difficult times,with their sad,supportive faces,when in fact,our suffering is serving to console them for their miserable lives.

ironic...all the things I believed in are falling apart..I am being blown away..I wonder who I am

LOL

talking about my faragat and giving me ideas what to do aina said

"hum(aina and ilu) bari achi makhian marte hai we are trained you should learn it from us"

Sorrow can turn to water and spill from your eyes,or it can sharpen your tongue into a sword,or it can become a time bomb that,one day,will explode and destroy you...
-earth and ashes

so wats the shape of your sorrow?

happy birthday to me :P
my best birthday ever!! :D

YAY!! *dance*

I MADE IT :D :D :D :D
It feels AWESOME!
I am on cloud no 9 to be a-future-doctor lol

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
wait of result begins thou :P

I dont know why when I looked at this picture at postsecret it reminded me of you
you have been acting as a saviour in our lives :)
thanks!

FROM LOST QUOTES--

Don't want to have to try, I will just sit around and cry. Maybe, if I get lucky, I will just fucking die.

Imagine a world without goodbyes.

These cuts are leaving creases.

Trace the scars, to fit the pieces,

to tell your story, you don't need to say a word.

-Dashboard Confessional

Basically, what we have here is a dreamer. Someone completely out of touch with reality. When she jumped, she probably thought she could fly. People don't die of suicide, they die of sadness.

-The Virgin Suicides