Thursday, August 13, 2009

follow..


What if I let you go...what will be left behind? I know the emptiness..so I just want to fill up the emptiness? will you follow me? will you?

Too many pieces to fix..

Sunday, August 9, 2009

I wish i could be a cat :( :( mine rest and sleep all day!! I want that luxury too! this PROF is getting on my nerves :@

Monday, August 3, 2009

Saturday, August 1, 2009

I am here for my sanity


the moments in which the heart crumbles down
all the hope fades to black
you just want to curl up in a ball on cold floor and cry
just an assurance
or a word or two
tell you that you are not wrong
not always wrong
the heart stops to bleed when it is broken all the time
the mind loses its sanity when its always in a fight against itself

Wrong..tainted..defaulted..defected..hate
is there an end to hate?
Can anybody stop it?
Hold her and tell her to love?
Tell something good
Give something to hold on to
You are not wrong...You are not wrong...*echoes*
fantasy..


I need my sanity back..! if you could see through these clouds
I am here for my sanity..
I am here for my sanity..
I am here for my sanity..

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

million little droplets..million little pieces

hole to crawl into

soul to search

life to end

Saturday, July 25, 2009

@#!^%

I am tired. My mind is fucked up. I have so much to do. So much work pressure.I can't feel a thing.I hate myself. Ugly and fat.I hate rain. I don't want to move. I want to pray.I think I am a bitch.blah

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

let go


let it sail away in the waters of conscience

grip it back and lock it in the boxes of logic

turn back and walk away from the visions of illusion

step your feet onto the stairs of reality and move ahead

Wednesday, July 15, 2009