I could just drink it in one big sip and end it immediately!
last day while talking to aina she told me this quote
......I dont blame you for anything and I forgive you for everything.......
and I could feel these words are for me I dont have to blame you for anything.
You were right too and I was hurt too.... it wasnt your fault ...nobodys fault.
I understand your position ,you might had your reasons and I had mine....
though the wreckage and the loss is beyond any redemption
but still its ok...with time you learn to live with the scars and wounds of soul...