Sunday, December 27, 2009
Even if they were a pile of hurt with pain dripping down on its side and scattered fears near it.
I want it all back.
Its better to feel something than nothing at all.
Let me believe I am still alive.
Let me be certain or at least pretty sure enough.
Monday, November 23, 2009
You’re the only who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There’s a possibility
I wouldn’t know
Tell me when my sigh is over
You’re the reason why I’m close
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility
It wouldn’t show
Friday, November 20, 2009
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. If I tagged you, its because I want to know more about you.
I was tagged by siras :)
this is a tough one God twenty-five facts lets see if i can come up with em!
1.I need to multitask all the time to keep my mind at rest.I text,chat,watch movie,read,listen to songs,eat all at the same time.
2.I hate people who smell bad.
3.The first thing I notice about anyone is their shoes and feet.
4.I try to avoid eye contact while making conversations they make me uncomfortable.
5.I play with my hair while I am studying.
6.I hate summers and rains. Sometimes i like rain but depends on my mood.
7.I have got an eccentric choice of music from old indian songs to trance. I can like anything and nothing at the same time.
8.I love to talk to myself and for few moments I do before going to bed and go through the whole day in my head.
9.I don't like to spend apart from on shoes and books it gives me guilt pangs otherwise.
10.Coldplay-trouble and Snow Patrol-run have been my most most favourite songs.
11.Grey's anatomy is not a show it is life for me.
12.I like to be around people and listen to them,people-watching is my favorite pass-time.
13.I aint a sporty person.
14.My most favorite book is "million little pieces"
15.The movie I like the most is "The pianist"
16.More than anything I love getting handmade gifts and love giving em too.
17.I am scared of almost all kinds of rides rollercoasters etc are not my thing.
18.I don't really like icecreams.
19.I wish to learn few more languages in my life.
20.Paintings are good but I like to work in black and white. These two colors hold more meaning to me than any other color.
21.If I get a chance I would like to make a pyschiatric organisation for women,children and adolescents in my region.
22.I like the person I am with others but I wish I treated myself better.
23.I don't like to sleep it seems wastage of time to me.
24.I can choose to be very strong or extremely sensitive I change.
25.Lastly, I hate to talk about myself..this was hard tag:S
I also tag everyone who is there in my blogroll.
Thank whoever gave this to you
2. Copy award
3. Post it in your blog
4. Tell us 7 things that your readers don’t know
5. Link 7 new bloggers
6. Notify winners of the award with a comment on their blog
7. Most of all - Keep being awesome!
Seven things about me:
1.I love black and blue colour
2.I hate lizards
3.I am pathetic at singing and dancing
4.I am a perfectionist so i don't even try things which I might think i am not good at
5.I treat myself with chocolates when I am down :$
6.I love getting foot massages
7.I hate summers
I pass this award to
Ubaid Ullah Ahmed
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Time changes a lot of things in us. We learn to move ahead and adjust with everything around us and sometimes even start to like it for a change. Life gets busy you run with it to catch up and be numb by the speed of it.For a while the thought comes that maybe yes you are okay with this pace and you are finally being the part of the crowd but for some it isn't true there are constant fork in the road to remind you of what you really are and the chains of restrictions around.
Self-doubt is a killer thing it makes you push away sometimes the best opportunities and also take some wrong decisions.
Heart is meant to be made of stone and locked up until somebody tries to open it for you.
Frou Frou- Flicks
And I'm motioning still they stand inside me
And moments until the one i leave
People concertina to my private magic lantern move for me
With the senses all inclusive
In the theatre of triggered memories
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Monday, July 6, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
pain that has no end
life trickles down through her hands
every day is an old day just like before just like tomorrow like yesterday..
strings of heart twined well..tightened up where they were meant to be left loose
and these are just words
this is just a face made of flesh and bones
beneath the soul decays
decays and crumbles down everyday
fears take hold
change to shapes
dreams become nightmares
hopes fade away
ambitions fall behind
moving ahead yet pulled behind
this is what meant to be...
she is a smoke left after the burning
she is the ashes after the fire
But when it's quiet
Does she hear me?
Jettisoned to the center of the storm
And I'm thinking
I'd prefer not to be rescued
And Oh, I can feel her
She's dying just to keep me cold
And I'm finally numb
So please don't get me rescued
And it's unclear
But this may be my last I,
I can tell
She's raising hell
To give to me
She got me warm
So please don't get me rescued
And oh say you'll miss me
One last time
And I'll be strong
Whatever you do
Please don't get me rescued
'Cause I'm feeling like
I might need to be near you
And I feel alright
So please don't get me rescued
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Thick and viscous.
Orange brown like the sun shining through light brown eyes.
A glimpse of the mist inside the maze.
Tiny little smoke particles making random flickering shiny dots.
Sharp-edged sometime cause paper-cuts with deep reds oozing out.
The war which are lost and won.
Sorrows not sad enough.
Wrapped inside the heart-shaped boxes of remorse.
Shimmering patterns of lies on the covers.
Brown husky moths on the inside trapped.
Velvet purples of the evening pains flowing through silver pipes diamond-studded.
A white canvas with invisible colors.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
It is tormenting like hell to harbor hate and love at the same time for a person in your heart.
Why do You like to place me at the breaking point,at the borderline always?
To tell You the truth
seriously I am losing my sanity and my soul at the cost of it so please stop this rollercoaster life for me!
Monday, April 20, 2009
Here she sits and stares
Life has different colours
Emotions have shades too
Today I am a mix of purple and deep sea green
Maybe it’s beyond any understanding
A longing deep intense longing
Images in the rearview
dark maroon color
And then the gray mist
What we all want is crystal clear clarity in everything
But relations they are always some kind of magic a mystery
Hard to interpret yet impossible to be without them