disappear

Can I just disappear for a while?...
Will you let me be invisible when I want to hide away?
Or this time too..it will be your will...your desire..your options...YOU?

Heart is stupid
It hopes
clings to hope
and then hurts..
fucking hurts..

You are the one to blame
But heart is stupid
It takes blame on itself


and the only one keeping me sane...I need you....hate anger & helplessness filling up...
I love you so much....
sigh....

It IS hurting...


Hoobastank--disappear
There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear
Make them disappear,

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Gonna search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay