But today I'm not so strong

Some quotes from Lost Quotes:
fan of her writing...

It's not that I'm afraid anymore- I'm not. It's just that I'm skeptical. I'm skeptical that things are going to be normal again.

Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart.
-postsecret

But today I'm not so strong,
So lay me down with a sad song,
And when it stops then you know I've been,
Gone too long
....
But don't shake me awake,
Don't bend me or I will break,
Come find me somewhere between my dreams,
With the sun on my face
....
I will still feel it later on,
But for now I'd rather be asleep
-Norah Jones

It's funny how random things can trigger a person to tears. I guess you learn to watch for your own warnings- anything from a speeding car, to reminders of death. We all have our limits. There's always that one thing that makes you want to cry, and it's always that one thing that you can't avoid.

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyways
What's the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say
-The Spill Canvas

Sometimes in life you wish for everything, and then there comes a moment when you stop wishing. It's not cause you got what you wanted, but cause you finally accepted that not all wishes can come true.