Thursday, October 2, 2008

Changes-3 doors down

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything
But I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted
And nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now
But there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to
And the pain inside is making me numb
Try to hold this under control,
You can't help me, cause no one knows


Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

Feelin' weak and weary
Walkin' through the world alone
Everything they say every word of it
Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed)
I've got something to say
But now I've got nowhere to turn
It feels like I've been buried
Underneath all the weight of the world
I try to hold this under control,
They can't help me, cause no one knows


Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

I'm blind and shakin', bound and breakin'
I hope I'll make it, through all these changes


maybe it says something..i feel like a stranger under my own skin..like a third person watching it all go round and round spinning around me..
feel the edge of it..the enemy inside you
maybe you can't see it maybe my sins have blocked it all out
it hurts but it feels good
that's the only thing right now it hurts and it's right...*laughs*

11 comments:

exquisite said...

beautiful piece of writing...

changes are not envisioned, agreed but they might turn out to be good... it is up to us to be versatile enough to adapt to these changes

as for the last part of yours, reminds me of Roosevelt's famous saying : "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself."

[[[ x Smiley x ]]] said...

a very beautiful piece u have here!

Really like ur blog, esp the lines on ur header! just wow!

:D

Lunatic.... said...

@ exquisite
agree with it :)

@ smiley thanks alot :)

Scribblers Inc said...

pretty dark...there is an element of insanity in the work...a bit of goth...I dont know if its only me, but I can see it stand out pretty clear..if you like dark...you should check out my writings if you can spare the time...

Scribblers Inc.

hfm said...

I love this!!
I have a tendency to write poetry slightly more on the darker edge of life.And this is so beautifully composed mashallah!
I look forward to spending time on your blog and reading more of your words.
:)

Lunatic.... said...

@ scribbler inc
join the club you are being added into my blog roll thanks for stopping by :)

@ hfm welcome here :) thanks

zaza said...

LOVE 3 doors down :)

Rafaeel Akbar Chaudhry said...

good one!

Mera naam chun chun said...

Your blog template is absolutely beautiful! =)
And i love this song! =)

Lunatic.... said...

@ Mera naam chun chun
thanks a lot :)

silent screams said...

its been ages since i listened to something! looks like a good song though!
don't like it tat u can relate to it :S
this time wil pass too..just hold on :)
hugs