Wednesday, February 27, 2008

meooow


Shonu--the hubby of that arrogant bitch
he is the sweetest cat you will ever come across :D

Sunday, February 24, 2008

all my regrets are nothing new

this is the point where you want to figure out why it turned out this way

what was it that made you someone you have always hated

the place where you want turn back and start it all over

switchfoot-learning to breathe

Hello, good morning, how you do?

What makes your rising sun so new?

I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way that I say I need You
This is the way that I'm
Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall

Im living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Evanescence-Anywhere
I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the mornings light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where no one needs a reason

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you

Friday, February 15, 2008

today

confusions...questions...twisted explanations...word games...blames..hurt...................tear
misunderstood
things get twisted and tangled up and at the end of the day I am running in circles

I might be strong tomorrow
but today is a different day
so dont tell me its gona be okay
I dont need "its gona be okay"
today "its fucked up" is music to my ears
so now bring me down and mourn with me
just play a sad song and float with time
dont call me a fighter cuz I aint today
tell me that I lose and I am happy with it
dont show me what wrong I have done
just let me know that I have reached the end

Thursday, February 14, 2008


Happy Valentines Day to all the stupid and people lacking self-respect:P
hate this sickness

Sunday, February 10, 2008


You listen to me so keenly
you follow my footsteps so carefully...
sometimes you scare me of myself
:)

Saturday, February 9, 2008

bid you farewell

Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again-Backstreet Boys

so here i am to bid you farewell

hoping that you reach the light at the end of the tunnel

and get all the redemptions you hoped for

here I will be always and forever praying for your safety

and knowing that distances wont create much difference :)

Friday, February 8, 2008

gandi billi named as misty




I have got a cat! not very happy with her she is such an arrogant bitch!! meri khushion per paani phair dia hai issne :'(

tum ne dekhe hai jahmor ke qafle

this is the part of a nazm of ahmed faraz for pakistani armed forces,my father made me read..kinda really suits the condition of our country right now

tum ne dekhe hai jahmor ke qafle
unn ke hatho mein parcham bagawat ke hai
pairo per jami paprian khoon ki hai
keh rahi hai ye manzar qayamat ke hai
kal tumhare leye pyar seeno mein tha
aab jo sholay uthe hai woh nafrat ke hai
aaj shayar pe bhi qarz mati ka hai
aab qalm mein lahu hai seyhi nahi
khoon utra tumhra tou sabit hua
pesha-war qatilou tum sepahi nahi
aab sabhi be-zamero ke sar chaeye
aab faqt masla taj-shahi nahi

world at bay from me

And anger plays on every station
Answers only make more questions
I need something to believe in
Breathe in sanctuary

in the Easy silence that you make for me
It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me
And the peaceful quiet you create for me
And the way you keep the world at bay for me
The way you keep the world at bay

Children lose their youth too soon
Watching war made us immune
And I've got all the world to lose
But I just want to hold on to the
Easy silence that you make for me
It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me
And the peaceful quiet you create for me
And the way you keep the world at bay for me

We all make mistakes sometimes small..sometime big with no way of going back
but the thing that makes the difference is that you realise the damage you have done and you TRY to mend it
it doesnt matter if you are able to make it all ok remove all the tinge and shades of dark moments,the thing which matters is at least you realise and you are willing to try..and yes I am trying my best :)..

Saturday, February 2, 2008



It would be nice if we could put away and throw out
everything except what really mattered, but
reality is just cruel.


In such times,
I see you laughing
whenever I close my eyes
.


Until the day I reach eternal sleep,
that smiling face will

have to stay with me without fail.


People are all sad, so
they go and forget, but--


For that which I should love,
For that which gives me love, I will do what I can.



Back then, when we met,
it was all awkward.
We went the long way, didn't we?
We got hurt, didn't we?


Until the day I reach eternal sleep,
that smiling face will
have to stay with me without fail.


Back then, when we met,
it was all awkward.
We went the long way, didn't we?
We got there in the end


found this poem on blogskins :)