Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're weird that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.-Grey's anatomy


I am so damn busy that I dont have time to write my own stuff my own mind crap :P

:@

lesson of the week:Never ever plan to do A-levels if you want to do medical in pakistan!!

these Fsc books they make me want to puke
they make me so hell angry
all crap!!

if I die call me -raah-e-ilm mein shaheed hogai!

Lost quotes:

I know what a mess I am, and I know it's not fair to take it out on you. Iknow that my personality can turn ugly, and I hope you realize that I don't mean half of what I say. I know I push you over the edge, and I know- I know- how hard I make things. And I know that all I have to offer isn't enough, because all I have to offer is this:
I am sorry

I don't know how long this will last
But I will keep on pushing
I've got to make all the time that has passed
Turn into reasons to get me through it
-Tantric

Just once I'd like to show
A part of me that's in control
I don't know how to say
But I would regret it anyway
-Tantric

In your life you seem to have it all
You seem to have control
But deep within your soul
You're losing it
You never took the time
Assume that you're the blame
You think that you're insane
Won't you spare me
-Tantric

this damn medical its just getting on to my nerves :@:@

I have got a Master degree in irritating people and making their lives miserable!!

=)

the questions make no sense maybe...but I need answers desperately need the answers...
I want to know why you call Him Just..

Lahasil

Hadiqa kiyani-zindagi hai lahasil

mein wafao ki guzhar-gaah se guzri tou hun lakin lagta hai ke....lahasil

dukh dar ke mausam tou jate hi nahi aa kar
aik aas ki dori hai kate se nahi kat-ti
dil har chuki lakin lagta hai ke...lahasil

dil aaina-khaana hai
rango se mehkta hai
har gosha-e-dil aese yadon ne sajaya hai
yaadon ko tou bhulana lagta hai ke...lahasil

teri chahto ne aese mujhe be-khabar kia hai
lagi badlon pe urne
kabhi panio pe chalti

sab ankh ka dhoka hai
iss ankh ke dhoke mein bhule se yakin krna lgta hai ke...lahasil

A must listen song a must read novel! drama so so
umera ahmed is a kind of writer who knows how to potray reality in its true colours and touch your heart
apart from lahasil "Imaan umeed aur mohabat'" is a great work

I know I am under urdu-phase nowadays :P
and dont have much creation of myself but let me get done with this stupid alevel"shiatan ki aanat" phir kuch krte hai blog ka :P

ps.this song is quite hard to find so if you need it can ask me!

pastels

old rustic golden creased pages

kuch hawa ke jhonke ne inn pano ko phir se samne la kar rakh dia hai...atal haqqeqat..bus aik hi sach..karva sach
thandi hawa aur kuch unsiley zakham
kuch aag kuch maum aur kuch ansu

raang aik sath simte hue hon tou tasveer khobsurat lagti hai bikhreye hue rango ko bedhangapan hi samjha jata hai

Yes I am a puppet in your hands





apne haatho ki lakiron se tera naam mita ke
tere chehre ko apne dil ke aaine se haatha ke
aaj kyun aankh bhar ayi
ajj kyun teri yaad ayi
Khamoshiyan OST-shafaqat amanat ali (a must download)

you are broken

I can't find a wall to pin this to
They're all coming down since I found you
I just want to be where you are tonight I run in the dark looking for some light
And how will we know if we just don't try
We won't ever know

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you
Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me make this mine
I'll ignite for you

Let me light up the sky
Just for you tonight
Let me help you fly Cause you won't have time To cover your eyes Or get your disguise They won't ask you why And just watch you die

And it's still so hard
To be who you are
So you play this part
And the show goes on
But you come this far With a broken heart Yeah you come this far And you're broken

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why I would die for you
Let me light up the sky (Let me light up the sky)
Light it up for you (Light it up for you)
Let me make this mine (Let me make this mine)
I'll ignite for you (I'll ignite for you)
yellowcard-light up the sky

split

sush....you know the speed and colour of it...red RED..ReD..rushing through you
yes it is rushing through without leaving even for a split second
MInd crap...mind crap
jolts
sush
twists
hiss
raise the head
clutch
blaze
down down you!!
hahaha
grip grab give
love you not today maybe tomorrow maybe yesterday
lingering
you are all around me

look back and freeze!


life crap or mind crap?choose one!