Monday, June 21, 2010

leap

So here I am trying to grip on the writing once I loved to do. I am going through such a weird phase of my life and its funny because it doesn't feel like that I am living my own life. It is quite good believe me it is quite better than what it was but you know that darkest black fear sits in the corner of your heart and comes out in the silent moments when no one notices and lurks around me,sneering telling me I can't possibly make a safe escape from this life. Dread , anticipation it sits right next to me all the time. I need to do a lot of things and I am working on this part. I want to jump ten years from now and see what's there in store for me whether I am even here or not.

13 comments:

Absar Shah said...

:) Just know that identity is over-rated. Whst your life really is is anything you want it to be, chinta na kia karo bachay! :)

lizzie said...

hmmmmm I get your point here :) thanks

(¯`•._.•[Raajii]•._.•´¯) said...

sadly, we all have to go through whatever it is that we need to go through. Sadly, there is no fast forward button. We have to face our nightmares, but you once you face, you will be just fine. Believe me, you will be :-)

I like your template and am looking forward to more of your writings :-)

arvind said...

don't lose hope..
you worth it..

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Aina said...

i would say live in the moment.
take everything as it comes.
dread is always there, the fear is always there.
you can't possible ignore it. but don't let it empower your present.
but that doesn't mean you don't think about future at all. i know a lot of things may not be in our control but you can at least make an attempt to steer your life in a certain direction that will help you be the person you want to be. it's not that difficult, it's not that easy either. but you have to try. keep trying, even that counts as a lot.
and there is no need to fast forward. life is meant to be lived as it is. live it :)
and if you are happy right now, then let yourself be happy. for the harder moments that might come later, God will also give you the strength to face em.
Be yourself. strive for better. and don't think so much :p

:)

Ubaid said...

Likha kero....

Dua said...

God bless you with a long healthy life :-) This is somethin we all feel now N then I guess hmmm. But, the important part is not to lose the hope :-)

Root said...

I like it thanks you very much :x
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笨蛋 said...

IS VERY GOOD..............................

MoodyGirl said...

We all feel this way now N then I guess. I wouldn't say it completely right/wrong to feel it, but I believe it's very normal :-)

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