Its hard to take it! I know I cant change the present I cant change my past I am losing my future and here I stand staring in the emptiness
I know I cant be normal and I have stopped trying for it
You never stop hurting me and I never stop expecting something good from this life which definitely never comes.....
I am down to the bottom and I am not going to get up anymore
Fuck this life
fuck the words you say to make my world crumble to pieces
Now you hav also said that you will soon leave
who else has stayed with me that I should expect you to stay?
If I am alone I am fine with it
I love you and you also love me and it isnt your fault too....its hard for you to take it
I just wish someday someone just thinks about me what I want .....wishes dont cum true!!!!!!!
just too angry and too hurt to say anything