ilu :)

its such a beautiful feeling to see you smile and chirp :)

a peaceful feeling... :)

I wish and pray that I get to see you like this FOREVER!!

luv ya!:)

shrads

And these are the days
when
i open my eyes from sleep and first thought is "Shit another day like yesterday!"
and these are the days
when I wish I wasnt me
when I long to be strong
when I want to belong somewhere else....

and days
when every slightest thing makes me sad
every other song I hear bring back so many memories and I long for good times
and every memory is like a piece of shrad cutting me into pieces
and days when I am afraid
and when I dont want to move on....and when I want you to stay here forever....

screw it!

*heartache*

read it somewhere


life is unfair get used to it..

I wish getting "used to" was that easy....all my life I had been trying to get "used to"
But it seems like the most difficult job....it doesnt matter if anybody agrees with me or not
but life is unfair...

tagged by raaaji
thnx :)

Three things I cant do:
1.Sleep whenever I want to...ya my sleep is very very moody!
2.control my tears...yes I cry A LOT.
3.drive a car...i really want to learn it.

Three things I can do:
1.I can stop eating for a whole day and without complaining..hehehe my stomach is in my control
2.give gud lectures..ask aina:p
3.make sketches:D something m gud at:p

Three things that scare me:
1.death of my loved ones
2.stairs...:$
3.lizards....again..:$

Three things I love:
1.my cell phone :D
2.my sketchbook
3.all the cards I ever got :)

Three things I hate:
1.lies
2.people judging you
3.sorrys which arent truly meant

Three people I tag:

1.Aina

2.komal

3.timsal

With you shinning like a star in my life

I can see beyond this darkness... :)

For just now I am living this moment... :)
a redemption...=)
and your cute simple words always there to move me so much and make me have happy tears :)


this goes to YOU my moti :P
thnx zainab for the song...Muah :D

Everything--lifehouse


Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
Where I find peace again

You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the life
To my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this(Ahh Yeahhh)

You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
And you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper, now

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Cause you're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything, everything...

When how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Oh And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better any better than this


And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this...

Right now I want to go on a long drive in rain....

nestle down in a cozy seat

listening to soft melodies

forgetting all the sorrows

all the heartaches just disappearing for few moments

smiling

smiling with peace setting in my soul....







picture credits:http://lolitam10m.deviantart.com/

and I want to hug you tight
and I want to take away all the pain and hurt
I want to absorb every hurting word said to you, like a sponge
and I want to stroke your hair and make you feel safe and secure
I want to give you happiness with a tag of a beatiful true smile on it
.

.
and I want SO much for you =)

.

.
and I wish life wasnt this complicated...

I am hurt
my heart bleeds
I am choking on my every breath
tears just wont stop falling
everything seems dark
all I want is to be heard
.
.
.
but does it really matters??.....

Kuch dukh aapke dil ke bhaut kareeb hote hai

bhaut zyada apne hote hain

.

.

.

aese dukh jinn ke barein mein kuch kaha nahi jata

jinn ki koi mesihai nahi kar sakta

.

.

.

bus sari zindagi

aik halki si chubhan ko mehsoos kia jata hai...

find her tears in the rain....

listen to her words in the deafening noise....

search for her flickering smile in the laughters....

You wont ever judge her then....

I will pretend perfectly

I will show you I am ok

I will give you the silent treatment

You wont see one more tear

You wont hear one more word from me

I will hide away all my anger

All my hatred

and everything will just seem al right

You wont get a single hint

Yet time will tell you later

what you have lost and what you will be longing for

soon it wont be same

soon I wont be here...