Tuesday, November 27, 2007

lingers around..


Update: going through an indifferent phase...things don't really matter and nothing seems to be certain and sure

till then some quotes are here as usual stolen from Lost Quotes:


I'll tell you flat out

It hurts so much to think of this

So from my thoughts I will exclude

The very thing that I hate more than everything is

The way I'm powerless

To dictate my own moods

-Relient K


I've thrown away

So many things that could've been much more

And I just pray

My problems go away if they're ignored

But that's not the way it works

-Relient K
and there are times when you have thought about something so much that there is nothing left to feel for it..you just stare in the hollowness and feel that it exists..it exists very prominently in your life no matter how many smiles you fake,no matter how many tears you hide,no matter how many words you bury away..it exists right there clinging to you like a shadow never leaving never fading...where ever you go wherever you hide away..it exists with you..lingering with you right there..like you are haunted by the demon for your rest of your life..like fear rests in nook and corners of our minds..like the voice of our head..it exists..it camoflauges itself in anger,hatred,pain,hurt,sadness etc but in one form or another it stays there...I dont believe that ignoring it ends it..its like by ignoring it you try to stop for a while and take a breath and then again continue feeling the hollowness..-ME

6 comments:

silent screams said...

hmmm han the lingering remains..
and i saw this on oprah, tat if u wana get out of this chain, u need to forget tat person who did something bad to u..
and forgiving aint easy..

i dont know all this applies here or not
khyr love u kido
hugs!!!
and if its all just a phase, then it will end too!
so u needn't worry ok??
don't fret about it..
just go through ur xams..sahe ho jai ga sab kuch

silent screams said...

hmmm han the lingering remains..
and i saw this on oprah, tat if u wana get out of this chain, u need to forget tat person who did something bad to u..
and forgiving aint easy..

i dont know all this applies here or not
khyr love u kido
hugs!!!
and if its all just a phase, then it will end too!
so u needn't worry ok??
don't fret about it..
just go through ur xams..sahe ho jai ga sab kuch

Hate said...

I really like the second quote
and ur personalized quote is nice too......
especially the first and last sentences...

d SINNER!!! said...

nice piece....

An ILLuS|On said...

Listen to Overloadddddddddd!
Though this might sound dumb but thats what exactly i am doing to beat these XYZ thoughts of mine:)

Pri said...

nice read...loved the quotes! :)