I think now my blog need an update:P
muharram might be starting from tomorrow or day after tomorrow and I will get extra busy because of the studies and majlis wagera tou its best to write something today when I am kinda free,still have got lots of notes piled up and lots of readings to do together with a tough week all crammed up with tests and more studying!
So today as every day we did all the madness at school and people will surely be doubting our mental condition:P
from giving juice to the flowers,running after each other and hiding bags,taking stupid pics while climbing up on window sheds and doing cyling on bikes of our juniors,laughing our assoff and stealing french fries from canteen and being called by the canteen wale uncle "baki log tou qabr mein jaein ge tum gutter mein jao gi"(xaineb being entitled to this:p) to scribbling during the lectures and poking each other school seems to be fun nowadays.
Thats just cuz while I dont really take part in the "activities" of my friends I just enjoy all their bongis and dont feel bad for myself and my life which kind of lack loads of stuff
Maybe I am now tired of feeling pity for myself..let the things be as they are
I cant control anything what goes around...and surely there is no other way to adjust then to accept things as they are instead of having pity and thinking how it could have been..
yes its true I get restless
I lose my temper
I get sad
but at the end of the day nothing really helps in coping up with stuff
I have always believed "let the emotions flow"
but nowadays that seems more nerve-breaking to me...so its just better to keep your mouth shut ignore the stuff,stay busy and move along with the life
I no more want to complain that I am floating cuz from now I realise that for quite a long time I would be doing the same so why make it so bothersome for myself.
thats it i guess..