switchfoot-stars

Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself, the outcome feels the same
I've been thinkin maybe I've been partly cloudy, maybe I'm the chance of rain
Maybe I'm overcast, and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain

Aur jab din ke saaye barhne lagte hai
Aik soch purani
kuch bechre lamho ki sugaat le kar aan kahri hoti hai
kuch dard purane
kuch lafz waqt ki dhul se aate hue
aur han aik dou ansu kbse thame hue
jab dhup ki shidat galion mein sanate ka shor
machati hai
haan iss dil mein aik teis si sar apna uthati hai
aur unn guzre hue dino ko wapis bulati hai...

mat kearney-where we gona go from here
I've waited and I'll wait some more
Won't see me knocking on another door
But all this is crazy and amazing
There's only one half of us that I'm saving
So I'm praying just to let it go
Watch from a distance just to see you glow
Seven hundred places seven hundred faces more

forgive

its easy to forgive others
but its impossible to forgive yourself once you realize your mistakes

black is coming back to life....

Give me something good, I'll destroy it.
Love me, I'll destroy you.
I have never felt deserving of anything in my life. I have never felt as if I were worth the diseased space I occupy.This feeling has inhabited everything I've ever done,seen or had anything do with, and it has infected every relationship I have ever had with everyone I've ever known.--million little pieces

helpless
unheard thoughts
futile attempts
cravings burning the inside
nurturing a beast in my soul
desperate to have any control
thin red razor edge line

...

I miss the old days...
stuck in hollow confusion...

She said if we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
She said like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me
lifehouse-whatever it takes