Sunday, December 30, 2007

20 Questions

Tagged By Raaji.

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Name Three Most Valuable Assets?
well if we take it money-related-valueable stuff then emm..nothing in particular that I owned myself so I would say none ..hey I am not independent yet!

2. One truth in your life thats haunts you everyday?(my question)
I would say if related to only my personality I lack confidence because of reasons..and I wish it wasnt like this it hinders me in a lot of stuff

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
Raaji-seems to be good at talking
illusion-we will do photography together and he would lecture me that its "come" not "cum"
zazafeefi-she talks as random as I think

4.Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Aina's place!

5.If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I want to go to iraq to Imam Ali's roza

6.Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
well...all the moments I couldnt fight with the cravings..

7.What are you afraid to lose the most?

8.What would you do if you found a briefcase full of money?
I will leave it where I wud have found it somebody might be in need of it more than me

9.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
next question plz!

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Raaji: Excellent with words,seems to be a joyous person and also has a deep insight for life

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
do i really have to answer...*making faces*

12.Which type of person do you hate the most?

13.What is your ambition?
not a very ambitious person but to be a good pyschiatrist and a good human being..a source of help for everyone

14.What is the thing that will make you think someone is a bad person?
I will see how much back-biting they do and how much truthful they are..the more flattery the more lies

15.Christmas is coming, who do you like to celebrate with?
I wont be celebrating christmas

16.If you could do one thing different in life, what would it be?
If only I could be less possessive

17.Are you a shopaholic or no?
Not at all.

18.Which actress or actors you would like to be?

19.It would be 2008 in a few days, do you have a new year’s resolution?

20.Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
nope I am on holidays so just going to watch news all day!
I would like to tag

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Sometimes you dont need to be perfect to care for someone...and I am really not a perfect person..

Carrie Underwood-I'll stand by you
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

will there be any end?

I want to know where its all going to lead
will there be any end that will prove it was all worthwhile?

I have questions which have bitter truths as answers
and sometimes we just need to block out the things which trigger us to breakdown

Saturday, December 15, 2007

I am going to make a world without you

I will make a world painting it green

there will be peace around me

and redemption will be done for everything you did

I am gonna make a world without you..

my home will be near the green

and it will be my sanctuary

my emotions will be the one which will matter

and shadows of invisiblity will fade

I will make a world of respect without you

my pain will raise the curtain from your lies

and all the hypocrisy will meet its end

my world will be pure and only pure

and your lies amalgamating my truth wont be there

always faltering my belief

and sure I am going to make a world without you...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

xams :@

tomorrow is my chem paper and I am sitting here making a post :P
well its fun doing such stuff na before exam one feels normal :P
I am lil frustrated right now of all the chem swirling around in my head Even in my dreams I am doing chem practicals and when I wake up in morning I remember the readings and colours of the chemicals hehe
I dont know why sodium always feels blue to me and potassium purple chalo potassium has its logic as KMnO4 is purple but why sodium is blue?:s
well u can see kia halat hai meri
ama thinks I am soon going to be proven insane
abu thinks well nothing he doesnt think anything about it
aur kia I am scared too well tats not something new..not cuz of studies just cz of few other stuff
isse yaad aya kal amplifiers parhne hai which btw scare me alot I really dont want to give a damn if the voltage starts dancing or doing party after passing thru an amplifier shit...arrgh stupid phy :@
aur kia its been raining almost all day aaj and its really really cold *for me* :p as ama says "jahanum ki basi sardi mein teri jaan nikal rahi hoti hai"she ridicules me alot for this :$
aur kia hmmmm i am getting sleepy ab i shud go sleep now kal uthna hai phir 5 30 to revise stuff :'(

*God plz stop this heart racing*

Saturday, December 8, 2007

it isnt like we dont really want it..its like we are afraid of the denial..we are scared of giving our best and not getting it in the end

and there are times when its utter silence and you still NEED to scream out loud and say "shut up and fucking listen to me"

and when everything starts to fade just hope not to let go of the things that have always kept you hanging on

I'm gonna make it bend and break.
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll,
In case God doesn't show.
Looking forward to the future,
But my eyesight is going bad.
And this crystal ball, It's always cloudy,
Except for when you look into the past-Fall out boy

I really dont want to know the reasons anymore..I dont want to think how to make it right and try to ignore..sometimes we just need to feel things just to get over them..
It feels like a needle flowing through your veins making you ache and end the helpless feeling

dard itna na hou ke hadd se bahr jae
itna hou ke jiska madawa kia ja sake

and i dont have words to tell how much I want to mend the tragedy
I wana do for you as much as I understand the pain you feel inside

Friday, December 7, 2007


xam time
Life is going green

Ajab hai Tere faisle
per hain tou meray liye hee