Wednesday, December 31, 2008


Best wishes for the coming year
not a glossy post in respect of muharram.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Hey people I really need help I have to buy the new phone I am very confused between w902 and n85 please help me choose between them :S I like both of em :S heeelp!

Monday, December 29, 2008

hey God I am tired of all this
i think you gotta review my luck and fix all this for me..
look down I need some help here it's too much for me to take.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes
aqualung-strange and beautiful

Sunday, December 14, 2008

hey people I will be away for a week in hostel without any net facilities..thanks to our great great jamiat rule khyr do pray for my next sub-stage on 22nd december after which I am coming back for winter vacations. till then tata bye bye hehemltan100.blogspot.com

Friday, December 12, 2008

you


-cary brothers-the glass parade



Just a voice inside your head

Whispering all the hope is dead

All the time you had to prove

That no one really loves you



I found you in a reflection

You didn't want me to see

I will give you all i have

Just look up, break down and believe



This is a glass parade

A fragile state

And i am not trying to break

And the stars are shining

The moon is right

And i would kill to be with you tonight



Wish you told me all the truth

So afraid to face an absolute

All the fights you had to lose

All the fear was put upon you



I found you when you were broken

Too many cracks of deceit

I will give you all i have

Just look up, break down and believe



This is the feeling, falling

So much i want to say

Show me the same emotion

Show me what's at stake

How much can you take

When you realise your fate?



Hold me now as the car lights fade

And we are dancing in the glass parade



It's just a voice inside your head





your smile is so pure just by looking at it my soul gets washed and renewed... :) I wonder what I would have been without..maybe a hollow being without any soul...you make life run through my being :) it's you who makes me alive...

Monday, December 8, 2008

I was tagged by seher's shenanigans

Rules: IT'S HARDER THAN IT LOOKS!


TAG 10 PEOPLE INCLUDING THE ONE THAT SENT THIS TO YOU.

- USE THE 1ST LETTER OF YOUR NAME TO ANSWER EACH OF THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS.
- THEY HAVE TO BE REAL PLACES, NAMES,THINGS. NOTHING MADE UP!
- TRY TO USE DIFFERENT ANSWERS IF THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU HAD THE SAME 1ST INITIAL.
- YOU CAN'T USE YOUR NAME FOR THE BOY/GIRL NAME QUESTION.

- SCATTERGORIES

1. What is your name: Aliza

2. A 4 Letter word: ages

3. A Boys Name: Ali

4. A Girls Name: Aina

5. An Occupation: Artist

6. A Color: Azure

7. Something you wear: anklet

8. A Beverage: apple juice

9. A Food: Aloo ke parathe

10. Something found in the bathroom: acne soup

11. A place: Ahmadabad

12. A Reason for being late: Accident

13. Something you shout:Aqsaaaaa ( my maid's namemltan100.blogspot.com)

The hardest part is finding 10 people that will play with you!!!
I tag
Aina
Timsal
Duffer
hfm
Ayaz
Sawj
siras
Walking away
Ilu you can do it too!
Raaji

seher you have already done it hehe :)
I want to walk with you on this wet road in the peaceful silence..

I am missing two important people in my life and missing many other things...

through the rain I see the car lights pass by
flashes
flashes of time
How everything changed
days went by
weeks ended
months began
years gone
time to come
everything changes
except the desire
desire of not to change


I am shedding of my old skin.

winter rains in multan are a rare scene!

Saturday, December 6, 2008



















Sometimes when everything is turning out to be dust and gravel

there is this one person who always shines like a star in my life
mltan100.blogspot.com
love you!





















good luck joes-frozen


Far away,
What was deemed to never change,
Found a rift,
Made a void at its own pace.

In a blindside ambush fight,
It all fell
At the hands
Of a mind game.

And i don't mind,
And i don't mind
To look inside your thoughts..

And i don't mind,
And i don't mind,
But i can't find my way in…

Frozen in time,
And only you and i can see the
Warning signs
Through thousands upon
Thousands of honest lines,
Dry your eyes…

Black and white's
Not always simple
As it seems.
But i will try
To make it easy
On you.

And i will, and i will,
And i will set you free

Friday, December 5, 2008

han now for the complete details! first of all I am terribly sick and with all the huge number of pills and coughing like a dog I seriously look like a TB patient :P
talking about college it is the worst place ever to exist on this world! very vulgar fooling crappy narrow minded conservative teachers awful seniors! in short this place is more like hell for me!
the teachers here think the girl wearing a veil is very pak and muslim and while who isn't is some prostitute and should be punished in every way possible! But I am dheet for them I will never change my personality if they think I am a prostitute let them think that way I give a fucking damn about your shallow minds!

The hold of jamiat-islami is so much here! thanks GoD I am in Iqbal Hall in Faisal Hall the jamiat girls don't allow tv and anybody who is listening to music they go to their room and fight over it and call them kafir! We had a so-called tiny little primary class standard welcome "party"(shame to call it a party) in hostel. I didn't go but what I heard made me do shukar that I didn't go.There was no music no entertainment the jamiat ppl gave DARSSS!!! and that's all this was the welcome thng!

every single girl here is crying and complaining about it. In college the favouritism rules! A girl daughter of a professor working at qmc gets the highest marks teachers take her viva for 30 mins and wehereas mine not even 10 minutes my demonstrator has no intention to pass me! She asked me the questions she hadn't asked anybody all the twisted ones and tried to confuse me a lot asking me at my every answer " are you sure? really?" I hate her.

The whole anatomy department is the department of mentally sick people! the maam calls us "loofar" "awaara" "third-class girls" and the college thinks that this maam has got some kind of mental problem cuz she calls this type of things to our seniors final year girls too!. and khud she is wearing almost sleeveless stuff no dupatta frills and weird clothes!
she is the maam of girls batch but she goes to help the boys batch and does dissection herself for them but to us she gives the order "skin remove krlo" "fat nikal dou" "aapko tou kuch nahi ata" I am like hum tou apne ghar se seekh ke ate hai na dissection!! I hate this maam too!!

Biochem and physio departments are much better the teachers there don't pass fail you on the basis of your links and appearance!

and the computer lab at our college is always locked!

I think that's enought to explain the hell shitty place I am living in!

I will never advice anybody to ever go qmc this place sucks!!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

I am back people for the eid holidays! I will do a detailed post tomorrow
the few updates are that I am very sick
I cleared my sub-stage with good marks! viva tha
We did dissection and now the bodies have fungus and things are very disgusting with yellow liquid flowing out of the bodies and green fungus
anatomy department paglo ka department hai teachers there are clinically insane!
and environment of qmc sucks!!